Tomaž Šalamun (via floranymph)
Days without you via (sextingonline)
Gillian Flynn (via uglypnis)
that snapchat looked like some bitch just got finished giving you head… hopefully i’m wrong. if not, i mean there’s nothing i can do about it so w/e
let me just say that i miss you. we really coud have had it all, and maybe we’d still be together if i hadn’t done what i did so long ago. so i guess it really is all my fault. but at least i can say “i tried”. after we started talking again i gave you nothing but my full attention and dedicated all my free time to you and only you. although i didn’t get the reciprocal, i didn’t mind because i knew i really hadn’t deserved/earned it yet. one thing i did deserve was a chance. maybe you gave it to me, maybe you really didn’t. i can’t believe we gave us a shot again and then let it go so easily. here i am in this sad hopeful era of my life that maybe we’ll be together again. it’s weird that i’m still hoping and wishing on an “us” although we’ve been over for a good long while. you still come to my mind like you had before. sad thing is… is that this sad hopefull stage that i am in will soon turn into a bitter anger that i’ll never be able to get out of until i meet someone who can make me feel loved and make me smile genuinely again. i don’t want to be that angry girl. i have a feeling that i will no matter what. a lot of bad things have been happening one thing after another, giving me no time or space to be happy. i’m always stressed, angry, frustrated. and then i look back on when i was happy. the majority of those happy memories are with you sadly. but we aren’t together. so now those happy memories just make me feel sad because i know they will never happen again. so technically all i have to look forward to currently and all i have to look back on are bitter thoughts and memories. what i really could ask myself is.. how am i still functioning?